Thank you for your kind words when I'm in such a dark place.

My gp put me in a mental health unit, where I was attacked twice by a patient, and passed out because I couldn't go to the communal wasting area and hadn't eaten in three days. I was informed after 6 days that they were unable to help me and was causing more trauma. They don't refer patients either. So I was discharged more traumatized than when I went in and safety issues worse.

I watch myself deteriorate after 6 psychiatrists and 5 psychologists not prepared to help. I am left to rot. I have fought but there is no help for me I'm not worth helping.

My parents tell me to toughen up. They are ashamed that I was in a mhu, I am just pathetic, and worthless, hopeless. Not worth the effort and wasting peoples time.

Out of options.... Tired of being judged, people are so cruel.