Coming home to a trauma anniversary @Captain24  I was already have bad ptsd symptoms before we left and I struggled with it while away. I had a lot of nightmares but having D in bed with me most of the time helped a little. And the flashbacks. They suck. It’s a shit time to be honest. And I really want my old SW. 

think I’m gonna use jet lag as an excuse to spend time in bed. I am actually really tired still though