@Zoe7 and @CheerBear my cool news was that I finished marking all the assignments and sent them back to the lecturer.

However two minutes after feeling super good about that, I came onto the forum and saw @NikNik's message that @CherryBomb is leaving and now all my gigantic feelings are gigantic again. I really really REALLY don't cope with people going away. EVERYBODY goes away. This is why I won't ever do the friend thing again - because every friend I've ever had, has ended up leaving. I can't connect with ANYBODY. EVERYBODY who I form a tinsy tiny connection to, goes away. There's NOBODY in my world. Everybody leaves. Right now I don't even want to do the aquaintance thing. I don't want to ever feel connected to anybody BECAUSE EVERYBODY LEAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My inside superly duperly gigantically hurts. This is exactly why you and I will never ever be friends @CheerBear. I will never trust you to be my friend. I will never ever trust anybody to be my friend. I super like you @CheerBear but we are absolutely definitely not friends.