@Zoe7 For me you were fun sensitive artistic thoughtful.  

You did not do anything wrong to me at all.  

I know that SH suicide and attempts effect the people around. I know that all too well, but I also know that people only think, feel or act that way, because of their own pain. I am very sorry that you have felt that deeply.

When we get isolated and dont have many people in our life .. the forum connections mean .. I hope you dont carry that as a weighty responsibility, but just as a group of people that started to get to know you and hang out and care.

Of course it is totally up to you what you do, but dont angst over the forum.... get yourself into a healthier place in your own head nad in your own life.

many warm regards

Apple