Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Pepperpot]

“I’ll reply tomorrow”

“Here for you.”

“I’ll speak to you tonight.”

What a joke...it really hurts when people don’t follow through. I don’t mean every now and then but I’m referring to the “repeat offenders.” The ones you can’t count on. The ones that you can only count on for their inconsistency and inreliability.

[outlander]

Know that feeling! Hearing you @Pepperpot

[Pepperpot]

Sorry, apparently I have a lot of feelings to get out tonight. I hope you don’t mind...

You know what really upsets and even angers me? The tendency of certain people that I know who act like they are the only ones suffering, and then use their own suffering as a justification to disregard or walk all over another person’s feelings...and with little remorse or understanding of how much they have hurt others.

Or people who take you for granted. You don’t think every single time (the many, many times) that I was there for you, I wasn’t struggling (?) But, no, I tried my best to be there...yet the only pain that you seem to see is your own because your pain is apparently in a “superior class” of suffering compared to mine.

I’m upset, feeling hurt and not happy. Heart aches...

[Pepperpot]

Thank you @outlander 💖

[Pepperpot]

When people say one thing then do another. Over and over again. Yet there’s a small (and stupid) part of me that holds onto the glimmer of hope that things will change yet it never does... each time you hurt me, a part of me hardens that little bit more.

[outlander]

I am loosing it. Im very much loosing my s**t!

[PeppiPatty]

Dear @outlander

How are you tonight? Are you able to say just one word? 

We are all thinking about you 

[Mazarita]

Worry for worries sake, seems to be the way with me sometimes. I'm worried now that the new mood stabiliser I have changed to is not working very well. My capacities have declined in the past couple of months, since I've been changing from one to another. I'm scared it's never going to work, though I think (know) more patience with the process is needed. Worried too about aging. When are my teeth going to fall out, for example, (I was at the dentist today, got me thinking). So many worries about this and that all through the day and night. I wouldn't know my own brain if worry went away. 

[Maggie]

@bhayou can have a vent here if you don't want a response.

[TheVorticon]

Yesterday sucked. I felt like hurting myself but didn't. I haven't been to sleep yet. My brain wants to keep thinking those thoughts.