Battles

[Jynx]

Oh hey "I Gene of @Dreamy!"

(Instead of 'I Dream of Genie'? No? lololol) 

[Dreamy]

@Jynx how are you going? 

[Jynx]

Same old same old @Dreamy how bout you?

[Dreamy]

@Jynx been shutting down which is never a good sign but doesn't matter i guess. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy 

"If it matters to you, it matters." 

What helps you feel more open again usually hun? 

[Dreamy]

@Jynx actually never shut down like this before so I'm not sure. I'm just at the point where I don't care about anything. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy Mm maybe your brain is tryna protect you from some Big Feels? Can defs be super scary hey!

[Dreamy]

@Jynx I'm still getting those big feels, so it's not protecting me from anything. Scary is an understatement. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy maybe it's protecting you from a perceived something instead of an actual something? Like how my brain used to 'protect me' from a perceived rejection by assuming immediately that the person hates me? 

[Dreamy]

@Jynx maybe. I don't know anymore. 

I need hugs. It's been a tough few days and I'm feeling so drained and just blah.