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25-01-2021 11:32 PM
25-01-2021 11:32 PM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
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26-01-2021 09:35 AM
26-01-2021 09:35 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
thanks my friend
YEah I feel like I'm getting somewhere at least. Where that is exactly is unknown to me now. I keep walking
Hey @oceangirl
Thanks to you as well 🙂 Trying not to as that can also be a cause for anxiety and depression
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26-01-2021 09:51 AM
26-01-2021 09:51 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
My first priority however is to move away from my current job. Get out of it. I really do not like it. I really don't like being moved about heaps, I find that the work is itself quite dull and tedious. There's no skills in it and I find it boring. The people are hit and miss. Fortunately where I am atm the people are nice, they are not immature and in their early 20s. Maybe the things that matter most are the things like this hey?
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26-01-2021 10:00 AM
26-01-2021 10:00 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
are you sure you aren't self excluding and putting it back on the group @MDT ?
you say work is boring etc , prob just not worry about what others do and or critiquing job, it is a lot better than what most people have re work requirements and tenure etc. So best to keep it, well until get next one that has to be better I guess.
End of commentary. lol
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26-01-2021 10:08 AM
26-01-2021 10:08 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
Nah they don't invite me. The newer group that is. It is what it is.
It hurts but what can you do?
Meet new people i suppose. Keep trying.
Its probably a good chance to work on my self image and my self esteem at some level. When you've got yourself for company you don't wanna be your own worst enemy.
Time to stop beating myself up about it i guess
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26-01-2021 10:34 AM
26-01-2021 10:34 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
you'll get there @MDT
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26-01-2021 11:02 AM
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26-01-2021 11:14 AM
26-01-2021 11:14 AM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
that's good that you can reflect and see that @MDT
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26-01-2021 02:38 PM
26-01-2021 02:38 PM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
Here I am in 2021 and I have a job (even though I want to leave to something else), been on a couple of dates, travelled, finished my degree and also made some new friends. I guess these days my woes are different. I've spent a lot of time looking into my past and trying to see if I can get an explanation or reveal some home truths about myself and my experiences.
I have spent time in a psych ward, I've been on differing meds, I've spoken to psychologists and psychiatrists. I've spent some time with mental health charities working with them.
These days I want some new challenges and new things in life - it's hard. I have desires to get a new job and to also go back and study again.
Today has been a quiet australia day - I would've liked to have done something social but that's been hard because i have lost some friends, struggled to make new ones, but on balance I have been trying to re establish contact with other friends from the past.
I dunno what I want in life and I have more questions than answers. But I guess I am here still
I will see my psychologist soon for the first session of the year now that I have a new Mental health care plan.
I am trying to do my best and I get the feeling that it isn't enough maybe.
Yesterday I was very depressed. It's a hard time. That's all. 😕
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26-01-2021 02:43 PM
26-01-2021 02:43 PM
Re: What 2020 was and what I want from 2021
write this down and keep it with you for when things get hard maybe @MDT
Everyone has bad days, MH or not..